I'm sick of never getting anything done and being a big lazy turd, I'm actually gonna start making art more frequently. I hate signing into deviantArt and seeing only like 5 messages when I sign on because I'm not producing enough. I'm finally just gonna put my foot down and discipline myself, force myself to produce more. I wanna get people excited about my work, like really looking forward to my next piece. I wanna lure you in and getcha addicted ;D I wanna to put more thought into the idea behind what each piece means or could mean to the viewer, like a story that can be interpreted in a few ways.

Today I'm working on my next 'Meet' comic, this time for Niki I just wanna get 'em all done and make you all fall in love with my babies. I want you to see what's going on in my head with these little characters running around bugging me to tell their story!

I wanna just start moving and get out of this running in circles routine. Rise above my expectations for myself. I started going to a gym to help my heart since I was having issues with it. For those of you who are new, for about a month I was having heart palpitations on a daily basis, something I'd never experienced before. I went to the doctor and got it checked out and found out I have an irregular heartbeat. No big deal, just gotta keep watch over it. But I really gotta get back into the groove of going to the gym (it wouldn't hurt to do some crunches and sexify my stomach too xD I already have a flat tummy but I'd like to tone it). I also cleaned my room this past weekend!! Something I haven't done in probably half a year xD And for the first time, I'm actually getting rid of stuff. I'm going to donate some of my clothes and try to make room in my closet. It's literally, no joke, stuffed to the point where if I open it, stuff falls out e_e I don't even bother hanging clothes anymore, I just pile them up I just really wanna get my life headed in a different direction cause I don't like where it's going atm. This addiction to going on my laptop for 3-5 hours a day, not drawing daily or even weekly or just even accomplishing anything for that matter, and just moving in circles stuff has gotta stop.

I hope this little spurt of motivation lasts a while and not just a day I had one of these about a month ago and it lasted like two days, haha.

Edit: Finished a drawing for my "Meet Niki" comic You might not see it in your inbox cause I put it in my Scraps.